I need somewhere to keep my songs, and email hasn't really been working out. Some of them have names, some of them don't. I don't sing and I can't write music, but I can imagine the music and singing in my head.
Warning: some of these are on the darker/sad side. Don't freak out, I'm not gonna do anything drastic. And these songs don't necessarily show my views on everything. Pretty much- They're JUST songs. Chill.
Song One-
He's wishing on a star for my heart to fall apart,
I know whats coming next,
Crying and screaming I hear his words, begging them not to be true.
He's leaving me, again.
Nothing will stop him, nothing I can do.
But I can't lose him again.
Nothing I live for is worth living, nothing makes me smile.
He was the love that I longed for in waiting,
and now I'm torn up again,
Nothing, no nothing, not a thing I can do.
My life, is flashing, as I take a stroll.
Off the edge of a cliff.
Life, so fragile.
Life, so stupid.
I'm sure I don't need it.
Death will be calmer and numb.
Even if I fall to my death.
I know he will cry for me.
My love, my life, both shall be gone as soon as this fall ends.
Broken and bleeding
I lie on the ground, my bones shattered and crushed.
His lying, his cheating, his beating and screaming.
They pushed me, forced me.
Made me fear my own mind.
No one could save me, no one could hear me, screaming out for help.
Not the love of a brother, or the love of a mother, could rescue me from death.
Nor the love of a friend, or that of a lover.
Could save my sorry self.
Nothing, no nothing, could save me from myself.
Not a thing they could do,
Not a thing I could do,
the cliff called me like food calls the starving.
Telling my soul to be at peace.
Crying, begging, pleading and screaming.
They stand in rows, all dressed in black.
From the sky comes the rain, running down in mockery, hiding the tears they already shed.
Some are silent, some are sobbing, some I didn't know.
I try to stand, finding I'm trapped, in the coffin I sought at last my wits end.
I can't feel, I can't speak. I'm locked in my wooden cage, I can see them, I can hear them, But I can't tell them I'm safe.
The rain stops just inches from my face, I want it to touch me. All I feel is numb and cold.
Screaming and clawing I start to go mad, wishing for the life I gave up.
I smiled at the faces of those who lost me, and now I cling, to the ones I don't even know.
I see him, he walks up, he puts down a scarlet red rose. Looking right at me, a tear escapes, I look at him, and he looks right at me, he asks me, a simple question, that I know I can't answer.
Too deep, and too far, the ocean took my heart. It's gone now, I whisper, that it was all his fault!
Oh, no one! Not no one, could tell me who I am.
And now I'm, this corpse, watching the world rot around me.
Don't make me, don't let me, stay this way for eternity.
I can't, I won't. I must escape my own mind.
I have to, I need to, please pull me out.
You must see me. You gotta see me. You can't let me rot in this hole alone.
Please, don't leave me, not a third time alone.
My heart, once broken, is now trampled and gone.
It's over. I realize. And slowly I feel warm again.
Peace and light are all I feel, not caring for anything else.
Suddenly, I am reborn, screaming and crying and new.
At that time, I vowed not to let myself die. I'd find my, true love, and live my life full and true.
At last, I can rest.
Song Two- (This one has notes on volume and C stand for Chorus)
Fall Through The Glass
My heart is breaking____ >
I don't know where to turn_--_
To my love I long to go___>>>>(piano)
But you just walk away_--_
You make me choose____>>> (p)
Between my love and you____<<< (forte)
Chorus~
I fired the gun__--
In went the bullet___>>
Out came my mind____>>>(p)
Blood hit the walls___<(f)
And with that I died__--
Now I'm Dead, Dead, Dead _--_>>(p)
Why don't you see me_____>
And how happy I am, when, I'm with him__<(f)
Don't you know I love him___<(f)
So--__ So, damned much____
I'm not gonna leave him, just for, you, you ,you__
But your my best friend__and I don't wanna lost you__>(p)
C~
I need some help__>>>>>>(p)
Before I rip my heart out__>(f)
And die, die, die--__ from heart break____>>>>(p)
C~
Why didn't you help me____> My friend___>(p)
I blew my brains out___And now you crying__ on my, on my grave_--_>
But Why____
When you could of stopped it___ like that *all snap 3 times*
If you had just let me love him____>>>>>>(p)
CX3~
Song Three-
You pull in the driveway, I open the car door, you give me one last kiss
you smile against my lips and I say,
Baby, please don't leave me.
My love, take me away.
Keep me safe and with you.
That's all that I want,
and all that I need.
Just keep me with you until the day that I die,
that's all I ask for my sweet honey bee.
Just don't leave me.
Please take me with you,
I don't care what happens to me.
You think I have a life here,
but the real truth is,
your the highlight of my day.
I walk inside and I collapse on my bed,
and I cry and I cry and cry.
I didn't want you to go,
I wanted you to keep me with you.
Take me away.
So long as I was with you.
I'll be happy and never be sad, you keep my depression at bay.
I roll over and grab your hoodie, I pull it close to me.
I cling to your sweatshirt and reflect back on the greatest day of my life.
Just don't leave me.
Please take me with you,
I don't care what happens to me.
You think I have a life here,
but the real truth is,
your the highlight of my day.
I fell asleep in your arms and I dreampt of a world without you,
needless to say I woke up screaming,
burying my head in your chest.
I just couldn't stand it, without you.
Even the thought makes my eyes sting with tears.
Baby... I need you.
Just don't leave me.
Please take me away,
I don't care what happens to me.
You think I have a life here,
but the real truth is,
your the highlight of my day.
You held me, and made me feel like I was the only one in the world.
Darling, please don't leave me.
Stay with me for the rest of eternity.
Baby, please don't let me go.
Just take me away and we'll stay... happy.
Maybe I'll upload more when I get the time to type them up.
Feel free to comment or ask questions!
Last edited by LadyCopperFoxx; 10-16-2010 at 03:39 PM.
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