[Kaderin Triste]

Ugh. I feel trapped into a promise and idk how to kind of...go back on I guess?
So, friend, honestly just trying to be nice, says he and his wife are looking to buy a house in town and ask me, if they find a place that has an adjoining apartment situation (separate entrance and all that), if I'd move in. And adds that they'd charge me a lot less than my current rent.
It's a good deal and I get along fine with both of them, so I agree.
It's still probably a long way off because they're first having his father-in-law move in, bit after he passes, it's open for me.
Buuuut....they place they ended up getting isn’t really "in" town. It's more town adjacent by the airport. Which would be fine if I had a car, but I don't. So to be independent at all, I'd basically have to walk 2-4 hours, mostly along the highway to get anywhere. And also the apartment area doesn't have a kitchen at all....
Ugh.

Tldr; stressing about a hopefully distant future, which may or may not even come to pass...