[Kory]

I think since I'm an extra sensitive person, cliques make me feel especially bad when I get rejected or kinda pushed out of the clique.

And I'm that person that is really shy so I tend to not be able to express how I feel properly.

Also, (good news, but maybe triggering?)

I finally stood up to my FWB and told him I did not want to be hurt anymore and that I felt like I tried hard to make him happy, but that I needed to do something for myself and I was not going to let him hit me or force me to do anything anymore... I told him I loved him, but I can't live with myself if I'm hurt all the time. Especially by him.

We haven't spoken since...
And usually when we have a long pause between talks, I tend to blow up his phone. But this time I'm not doing that. And honestly? I don't even really miss him that much like I thought I would...

In other news!
I was in a horror trailer as the main character :D
It was released today!!! uwu

I'm really excited!

[Biomecha]

I like seeing you around, but just don't comment often because I have a hard time knowing what to say in general. But just wanted you to know you shouldn't have to feel weird about posting in other threads.

[Merskelly Metalien]

That's wonderful news Ava! <:D
I'm so proud and happy for you! I hope all turns out well and you move on in a healthy and healing direction. ^-^

[MafiaBear]

Originally Posted by littl3chocobo

oh man, i'm feeling personally attacked here. what i do with my schnoz is my own private thing. i'mma make a private club where you and espy aren't invited and i'mm pick it until it falls off! >:P


nah, nah, seriously though i never felt you were being annoying or anything but i am pleased to have one more place to post XD fair warning though, its december which is my busy art month and one of my favorite games had a big update so a lot of my free time is spent mutilating code

Yeah I clicked the link and LOL stahp picking your nose D:

[littl3chocobo]

nooooo! it's my only notable trait ;3; without it i am practically a background character! *picks nose like his life depends on it*

[Merskelly Metalien]

<:/ I hope you pick responsibly. As sometimes bleeding may occur. <x'/

[Espy]

Originally Posted by Ava

Also, (good news, but maybe triggering?)

Don't know how much this means coming from me, but, I'm really fucking proud of you.

[littl3chocobo]

i broke that barrier eons ago

[mdom]

Go Ava! You can do it <3

[Merskelly Metalien]

And might I add,
Ava deserves a spectacular gift? -U-
Like a cute mug, or soft, pillowy throw, or a bean bag chair?

[Kory]

Originally Posted by Merskelly Metalien

<:/ I hope you pick responsibly. As sometimes bleeding may occur. <x'/

One time my mom picked her nose and literally a huge flood of blood came out. D:
It was really scary, like blood was spilling out like a faucet.
Thankfully, I had just taken a first aid course since I worked in childcare and was able to fix it!

My mom was very accident prone in 2017. :(

Originally Posted by Espy

Don't know how much this means coming from me, but, I'm really fucking proud of you.

Thanks, Espy :)
I'm proud of myself too.

Originally Posted by mdom

Go Ava! You can do it <3

Thanks, mdom! <3

[Kory]

Originally Posted by Merskelly Metalien

And might I add,
Ava deserves a spectacular gift? -U-
Like a cute mug, or soft, pillowy throw, or a bean bag chair?

I have been wanting to buy myself a nice little gift :D
Maybe a cute plushie!

I'm going to wait until I get paid next month, and (hopefully!) I'll have a little bit of money left over after paying bills and rent to buy a nice plush OuO

[littl3chocobo]

while you wait how about something virtual?

[Kory]

:O

You're too kind, chocobo
<3

Thanks

[mdom]

I've had that happened to me once!
The nose thing, I mean

[littl3chocobo]

i've blown my nose and it's started gushing a few times