[Merskelly Metalien]

<x//3 AAWWWWHHHHFFFFF!!
*gushes*
CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE!

[littl3chocobo]

hehe, cute is totally alright too<3

[Kory]

It's hard finding gifs when you don't use them often!
I have been browsing through my likes on Tumblr and haven't found anything other than some gifs of The Dark Crystal: Age of Resistance.

;-;

[littl3chocobo]

i can see that being an issue, if it helps though you don't have to share gifs ^^ they are just interesting punctuation to boring words~


we could also talk about hobbies, do you have any right now? i've been taking macro pictures of dolls and plants. there is a lovely large patch of clover in the front garden right now ^^

[Kory]

Hmm. No new hobbies for me lately.

I've been going walking and doing yoga in the park, though. That's been pretty fun. :)

You must really love photography! :D
Do you have any favorites of the shots you took? C:

[Merskelly Metalien]

:]
My favorite hobbies are drinking water,
ignoring my phone,
and writing from time to time.

Actually wrote a bit today. :T Kinda glad I did.
I'm working on something I titled "All One Together",
and it's about a world where people who have gone through abuse or trauma or suffer from something in their life like PTSD or Physical Disability, have these demon creatures that watch over them and I call them "Scardians."
>U>; I dunno, I feel like it's dumb, but I'm writing it in the hopes that I can sort of just express creativity and try to heal myself by getting my characters to interact with one another and work with their Scardians to build their gardens of healing..

[Kory]

Merskelly, if I'm being super honest right now...

That actually sounds like a really badass story!
Like... I think it could actually have a really big impact not just on those who have PTSD or physical different-bilities but also those who maybe have a loved one going through it..

Having PTSD myself, it can definitely feel as though I'm being haunted by some demon or nefarious spirit.

I'd be very, very interested in reading a story like that!
I think it would be very powerful to read! And it would likely help others who are going through the same thing.

[Merskelly Metalien]

<:] You think so?
Well,
so far, I've written only 3 chapters,
and they include only my first two characters...
but, if you want to read it,

<:} it's in my Files of Wordstuffs right here on Trisphee...I think, under Works In Progress (April 4th specifically)

I'll need to update it with my chapters though... /:T and I should also add and mention there's a slight TW for anyone who has suffered through sexual violence/abuse/assault, as well as the theme of suicide.
Still, I'm trying to get the rough bits of it out of my head and into chapters.
<:T It's hard since I'm a perfectionist and am usually unhappy with what I write and constantly pull myself back to change everything.

But, yeah,
<:] if you wanna read it, and sort of imagine it as an alternate world parallel to ours, you can, if you like.

[littl3chocobo]

sorry, just peeking in long enough to promise i'm not dead. just hurt my neck so i am really dizzy and throwy-uppy

[Kory]

I'm glad you're still alive, chocobo!
But it sounds like it's not a fun time to be alive for you if you're feeling sick. :(

I hope you recover quickly, friend!!
<3

[Merskelly Metalien]

@ Chocobo: e_e; Oof.
Take it easy dude.
We'll be here still, but take care of yourself.
<8/ Hope you didn't actually hurt yourself!

[littl3chocobo]

i did but it is alright ^^ i am used to hurting my spinal column so it is not super surprising, you know?


how how are you doing?

[Merskelly Metalien]

Well, I'm still alive.
<x} I have no idea when my life itself is going to begin,
but it's not over yet...so...there's that.
;u; Also my period is making me hungry and sad.

But I'm glad you're doing better. :]

[littl3chocobo]

your life begins when you become bold enough to do something with it<3 or more truthfully it's already well and good started but i can't help with making it a less droll one, hahaha

can you eat something? i hear dark meat and leafy greens tends to be helpful because of the salt and iron content

[Merskelly Metalien]

<B/ Yeahh, the problem is I keep stopping myself because I'm constantly afraid of things that haven't even happened. <x} Like being yelled at or rejected, lol.

:T Mmm, I had some grilled fish with leafies and seeds and grains and tomatoes yesterday, so, I dunno if that counts?

>.>; But I woke up a lil' headache for some reason...took some avil for it though so I'll be good.

[littl3chocobo]

no idea, this isn't really my strong suite, i can't say period bleeding is the same as bladder bleeding despite the proximity and colouration of both, hahahaha

why not do something you know will get you yelled at and do it for a lark? if you are going to get yelled at regardless than you don' lose anything by doing it! anything you do can only be a net gain!